It wasn't just the fact that my sex life wasn't as spectacular since Logan was currently in the States, no, because the main fact was that Harry made me sexually frustrated. Although I wished he didn't have a impact on me, he did.
LE SIGH.
The plane ride from Birmingham to Bradford, or Leeds as many people call it nowadays, went by pretty fast. But how would I know since I slept the whole way. I might have dreamt about Harrys incredibly sexy smile...
AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW. MOHAHAHA.
We quickly got off the plane, took our baggage, walked past the fans and paparazzis and jumped into a big Range Rover. Yes, Bradford had an airport.
WE IZ FAMOUZ BITCHEZ.
I mentally prepared myself for the coming week's events. Us three and our closest cousins (a family who didn't hate me as strongly as the rest) were the first ones to arrive to the Malik household. After that, family after family would continue to drop in. The wedding took place this friday, and honestly. I thought a one-week wedding was a tad too pushy. It must be really frustrating for the couple to wait one week until the honeymoon came along. If you understand what I'm saying...
*wink*
The car ride took only a quarter and I could easily spot the familiar house. I grinned when Harry stopped the car and i quickly got out. I hurried to the gate in front of the house.
The front door was opened with a squeak and I saw my little sister Safaa running towards me. My grin got even bigger as I catched her. She cupped her small hands round my neck and I carried her in my arms.
- Faamia! she said happily.
- I've missed you Saf, I smiled and hugged her tightly.
Suddenly I felt a pair of strong arms hugging me from behind. Zayn must've been right behind me when I got out of the car. Then the rest of the Malik-family ran out and met us in a group hug.
We laughed until we let go of each other and started talking loudly with each other. Mum met my eyes and she hugged me whilst a few tears ran down our cheeks.
Zayn rolled his eyes and muttered something about us being "too emotional", which wasn't too wrong. The rest of the family started moving into the house without me. I turned to Harry, who stood by the gate with his hands deeply buried in his pockets. His eyes fell on me. I gathered he was a tad nervous.
I smiled and walked towards him.
- C'mon, I urged him.
- I don't want to ruin your family reunion, he said and looked at his feet.
- You're a part of this family Harry, I said. Like it or not.
Surprised, he looked up (or down at me, damn me for being so damn short damnit!) and his eyes fluttered between my eyes and lips. Thousands of butterflies erupted in my stomach thanks too his intense stare. I parted my lips slightly to say something, but the words got stuck in my throat.
This happened when I was left alone with him! My planto avoid him had failed and the week hadn't even started yet! Shit, damn, hell, fuck, shit, damn, fuck. FUCKING BATSHIT.
YEAH, I SAID BATSHIT BECAUZ YOLO BITCHEZ.
Embarrassed, I avoided his green eyes from boring into my soul.
- We should probably go inside, wouldn't want the food to get cold, I muttered when I finally found my voice again.
- We probably should, Harry grinned and started walking towards the wooden door.
He placed one of his big palms on my lower back on the hem of my jeans, to guide me through the gravel path in front of the house. But instead of helping, he made me week at the knees and filled with nerves. Nerves because we was touching my bare skin. Because I'd chosen a knitted top this morning. His touch sent shocks of electricity through my entire body. To every fingertip, every damn corner. DAMN HIM.
He must've felt it too, considering his surprised stare.
- Are you two coming or what? Zayn interrupted.
We saw him standing in the doorway and stare at us with a questioning stare. My cheeks immediately turned red and I hurried past him.
I could hear my family's voices talking happily with each other in the kitchen, but before I entered the room I stopped outside just to process what the hell just happened! I breathed slowly and tried to keep myself from escaping this house, which wasn't an option because he stood outside. Ugh.
I collected myself and walked into the kitchen, meeting my family's broad smiles.
Harrys perspektiv:
- What was that? Zayn hissed when Fame was out of sight.
Honestly, Harry had no idea. He didn't know why he suddenly felt the urge to touch her. And when he did, why did it make him weak in the knees? He felt that spark. The spark that connected between them when his hand touched her bare back. He couldn't explain it. That's why he was freaking out!
Harry looked up at his best friend with a frustrated expression.
- I don't know, he muttered. I don't know, okay?!
- Harry, Zayn sighed. There's an obvious connection between the two of you. I know Miley doubts you, she told me the reason why you tagged along. But Fame can't know! Find out where you stand with her first. I can't let you hurt Fame more than you've already done.
- What? I've hurt her?
Zayn glared at Harry.
- Since you two met, you've been with countless of women! I'm the one who comforted her when you dated Caroline Flack. When you had that "thing" with Emma Ostilly. Before you and Miley started dating, she was hoping. Just hoping, that maybe you'd recognize her for her. Not as my sister, but then you met Miley. I've never seen her so heartbroken. Just, be with Miley Harry. It's so much easier that way. And please, let Fame be.
With that, Zayn left him standing. Completely speechless. If Harry's head was a mess before, it was nothing compared to now.
How could he have been so blind? When he thought about it, Fame'd been there. She'd helped him through his own breakup's. Guilt hit him hard, almost making him fall over.
He was scared. Scared about his newfound feelings for her. Scared how Miley would react. But most of all; he was terrified because he wanted both Miley and Fame.
With a sigh he walked inside and felt their mum, Tricia, hug him tightly.Biting back tears, he smiled and hugged her back.
Faamia's perspektiv:
Later that night, our cousins arrived, their mum immediatley giving me a hard stare. Maybe because I was showing half of my belly. Although dad told me to switch shirt, I thought whatever and ate Nutella as I catched up with my sisters instead. Apparently Waliyha's had a boyfriend for eight months. Boyfriend?! When did she grow up? And when did her relationships last longer than mine? Everyone else in this family were so damn lucky... Doniya married a guy she really loved, it wasn't an arranged marriage in any kind of way. No. Doniya and Tacqueer truly loved each other.
Dramatic sigh.
Amour's arrows hit me, but never Harry. Obviously.
DUH.
Our cousin, Aaroosa, joined us girls and quickly fell into the conversation. I actually liked Aaroosa. She wasn't very judgemental, something I appriciated. Her brother, Saeed, liked me aswell. Her parents liked me less, but didn't hate me.
You see. Every big family have atleast one black sheep. I, unfortunately, was the cheep that stood out in my family. My mum always told me it was because I was prettier than everyone else when we were little. Of course, I wasn't aware of the odd stares I got when I was younger, but as I got older I understood more and more. It didn't get better when I brought Sutton whilst we went through our dark times... Let's just day my relatives didn't like me more after that gathering. Which is why I couldn't bring Sutton to this wedding even though she'd known Doniya her whole life. Ugh. Complications... Blegh.
I saw Zayn's head in the doorway and looked at him.
- Sorry Zayn, I said. No boys are allowed in this room.
- Dad told me, I quote "Tell Faamia to change her shirt into something less naked" end quote, he said and disappeared.
I sighed and quickly pulled of my shirt, while muttering evil things about my dear father. The younger girls giggled when they saw me wearing a white lace bra (which was technically Suttons, another gift from Niall). I rolled my eyes and searched through Waliyha's wardrobe in the search of a top.
- Aha! I said and pulled out a black tank top with "The Wanted" written over it along with a picture of them.
Everything to piss Harry off, I thought evily as I put it on.
- I didn't know you liked The Wanted Wal, I said and stroke Nathan's face.
- Well, you haven't been around much! How would you know? Waliyha said, suddenly annoyed and exited her bedroom.
- Did I say something? I asked carefully.
- She's just missed you that's all, Doniya said. She's saying that you're the only one in this family who gets her.
- And that's my que to leave, Aaroosa said and left the room aswell.
I turned to Doniya and she shrugged.
- Waliyha has a serious case of hormones in her body, she said.
Wow. I'd been home, how long? For less than an hour, and I'd already caused a riot with my little sister Waliyha. I sighed and wondered if there was a way to make my surroundings less dramatic. Cause that's what I was; drama.
Blergh.
WWOOWW, ETT TILL KAPITEL! WOWOWOWOWOW.
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